Since they Invented the Guzzle

Since they Invented the Guzzle

drink, drink, drink

to kill the pain

my back hurts

my life needs this drink

{because my life is worse than anyone else in this world}

drink and more drink

my persona changes

i am insensitive

bitchy

arrogant
careless

and sometimes
romantic

none of these are the real me
drink, drink, drink
drink, drunken. dying, dead

December 03, 2015

written by Wenda . L Koon

Love, Or Is It? - Introduction

Love, Or Is It? is a real life account of a current relationship that begun September 2015. It is now December 2015, and I have been living with this man since November. 

I am mostly unhappy, rather than happy. Of course, he blames me for my unhappiness. In the beginning it was just verbal abuse symptoms, then drunken behaviour; with threatening conclusions. Now, that is gone and there are arguments and a '360' of 'I love you's" and/or romantic personality {drunk or sober}. I believed at first he was using mind games on me; I still do to this day.

As this is current, there is no end result. I have written two pieces in September and are formatted. Three new pieces {November} are still in a handwritten state.